SHE SPEAKS
'At night SHE speaks to me. SHE whispers. SHE moans. SHE screams.
SHE lives in my darkest desires. SHE is awake in my dreams…'
What is your unconscious telling you? What is being whispered to you from the dark places of your mind? What does your heart cry out for?
SHE speaks to me of beauty and possibilities behind my current life. ‘SHE’, my unconsciousness and beautiful self, whispers to me of a world of possibility, of my talent and my beauty that I have failed to recognize in myself. As women we hold patriarchal conscious attachments that we collect through childhood like a pocket of razor blades. Every time take a step and move a leg forward it cuts us a little until in adulthood some paths we cannot even begin to navigate because it simply hurts too much or it cuts too deep. Our higher selves call out to us and beg us to empty our pockets. SHE reminds us that we can go forward in any path if only we realize that we can separate ourselves from the pain and experience of our past. It speaks to us of our divine and separate self that exists without fear or pain or limitations. It is this ‘self’ that we must find within us. We must listen and remember who we truly are beyond our constructed reality and beyond our present burdens of belief.
The conscious mind is only but a speck of the total mind. The unconscious is an ever dominant colonized map of thoughts and feelings that underpins our every belief choice and action. To realize this can be overwhelming. And once we do the sense of control we so naively construct and maintain becomes but a silly daydream.
Human being’s exploration of the mind now tells us that emotion actually precedes thought and that the rational mind is the creator or a secondary conscious reality that attempts to justify and clarify our initial emotion. And afterthought, a storytelling, a putting together of the many puzzle pieces we have collected into our own subjective picture….
At night SHE speaks to me… Of my life and the beauty and abundance that there could be. SHE knows me intimately. SHE sees me. SHE believes in a ‘me’ that extends beyond what there seems to be…
Of what does your SHE speak? Who is your divine unconscious self asking you to be? Does she beg you to see the ‘me’ you could only dream to be…
'And although her words were often lost in the dark
she speaks to me of love and beauty from inside of my heart...'
